I decided today that I am ready to write about my brain tumour ,who I will call the lump untill I have explained more about it .
I floated you know, every night for weeks and weeks ' First remembered time' ...........Imagine lying in bed and closing your eyes and you start, like whispers ,a wee roll then another and another ,untill all the whispery rolls are merging to become like waves and then you are floating ...... I put my hand up to stop it , but now my head has almost split to the left so one eye is up and one is down ..like an alien being , my hand is waving over my head now ,I' m dancing ,quite beautifully too ,, now I' ,m rolling to my side and my left side lines up ! yay symetry again ........ but the left is feeling like a tidal wave now and I struggle to lie flat ....flat means no floating for AGES .. I can breathe slowly and wait
for the next whisper ,but eyes wide open ......Its 11 05 pm ,I last looked at the clock at 11 PM .... ..It can't be .....I was that all night surely? the floating ..it was a nice dream!!! I was dancing .