Sunday, January 29, 2012
The bowel bag blues ............
yep I was a bit weird anyway ,or this body of mine is . Looks horrible written doesn't it ? but it's real ,my life , my pain in the ass ......or stomach as the case may be
Aye ILEOSTOMY !
I started ignoring it of course . Its on my right side with the arm of cellotape ,the leg of plastic ,and the thing at the end
time to empty , oh christ I don't know where the heck the s..t is suppossed to go
Tiare is waiting ,calling 'Mum hurry up'!
C an't show my tears.
there it's done
it makes me sick .
Absolute puzzlement ,this thing hardly phased me ,I coped so well ,I just did what I did ,the only worry was having enough bags ,my standby ,change every 2 days ones.
but I'd be twisted in my clothes ,the right didn't want me to fit my things.
A flash of night floating comes to mind
the weird walk rolling and splitting of my head
I shake that off ,I don't want to know ..
School Run Time .........